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hi kids.
hmmm. iam eating a bagel with cream cheese. janice would be jealous. haha. alliteration. jenna would be jubilant. :) but yeah these past few weeks..wait no... year has been crazy. haha. break this week thank god! lets see
friday: work then kevins house :)
saturday: bottle drive then kevins house :)
today: shopping with jenna and barbara for our significant others then work boo then somehow see kevin to give him a big hug!! i love you, be happy.
monday: all day kevin-a-thon. :):):):)
thats all i know for sure. iam tired. zzZZZzZZZzzz. i need to chill with amigos. i think i was gonna yesterday but i didnt really feel wanted so i didnt even bother. it happens. but yeah lalala. im excited just to friggin sleep this week ya know. its nice. but this morning i woke upkinda early cuz somehow i slammed my head into the wall in my sleep. lmao. it hurt. and i woke up. who does that? but anyways valentines day is tomorrow!!! yay! well i think im going to release my urine. adios.
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hola chicos y chicas.
yesterday i had solo ensemble at 8 in the morning. i drove kevin there even tho his wasnt until 1:40 but he came for moral support. and it worked cuz we got a one. it was the most horriblest thing ever. i swear. everything that could possibly go wrong, did. not joking. but enough about that. congrats to everyone who did well. so yeah then i got home at like 11 (cuz yeah we didnt even perform till 9:30 when we were scheduled for 8) and then at 2 i had hair and nails. didnt get home til 4:30 had to be at kevins at 5 for pictures. got ready reallly fast. we, as in band kids of course, went to andiamos for dinner. it was fun. brian is so funny. with his bad ass veil and baseball hat. i just found out thats his real name haha. omg snowcoming was so fun. i wanna go again. that was seriously the best dance ive been to. and nuthing got stolen yay! haha thats a bonus. and i love kevin!! so much. then after we chilled at hammock's (im guessing thats how you spell it) house. kevin drove me home at 1 and wabam! i collapsed in my bed. in all a very successful day. i wanna get my ear pierced today but of course they wont pay for mine. anyways. im out. peace.
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[22 Jan 2005|06:03pm] |
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today sucked. it like blizzard..ed. all day. and no competition. which i actually kinda wanted to go to. its not like i have anything else to do. and they are always semi-fun. plus my parents wouldnt let me go anywhere cuz of the snow. and yeah kevin went to work so yeah i was bored the whole day. i started reading harry potter numeral cuatro. but i fell asleep till like 5:30. and yeah here iam bored again. and i cant find my kelly clarkson cd and im very upset. i thought it was in my car but it wasnt there. it might be in my horrid looking twister swept through room. haha. its a possibility. so im tryin to convince my dad to take us to florida this year. cuz we havent gone since i was in 4th grade. and i wanna gooo! and hes like well we hafta wait till school gets out. im like we can go in june! hes like yeah we could. and i guess it just so happens kevin is going around the same time...i mean thats not like a major factor of why im trying to get him to go in june..oh definately not. but anyways...lalalala. i dont work till wednesday..again! *yawn* i need to history tonight. haha. try to get a 70 so i dont hafta do the dumb shit. well im out. peace.
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| i wanna bathe with you in the TUB. |
[21 Jan 2005|06:20pm] |
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this week was exams. and your lucky i havent killed myself yet. my half days were fun tho. um wednesday i went to eat and the movies with kevin <3. then went to work boo. on thursday i went out with tonya to the mall and tb. then practice boo again. which i think we've all grown a strong hatred towards ummm ppl... then today i went out with kevin and jenna to eat and then the mall where we met up with joe randomly as he rolls his way towards us. lol. i look up and see some rretarded kid rolling on the ground towards us, and oh its joe. lol. but yeah. that was fun me and jenna had orgasms at brookstone as joe looked at us like we were stupid. haha. but who cares? it massages your booty! but yeah snowcoming is soon yay! im excited. i found out im allergic to shellfish today. i had some of kevins shrimp. and i broke out in like weird splotchy redness all over my face and neck. yeah so i got home and my moms like what the hell is that. and i was like uhhh i dunno. and we came to the conclusion im allergic to shellfish. and shes like you know people allergic to that have died from eating shrimp because their airway closes and they suffocate. then my dad was like well good thing you didnt eat a lot. hah yeah so i could be dead right now god! thanks a lot kevin...mr its good i swear just try it (shoves nasty shrimp in my face) i love you too. but yeah ive missed like everything tonight. i was gonna go to hannas party thing with kevin but i had a dentist appt. then i was gonna go to michelles party but oh wait i have work 8-11. god. dumb mcdonalds. i like dont even get scheduled anymore either. except for my awesome 6 hours a week. grrrr. well yeah im gonna go do something. peace.
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[17 Jan 2005|01:51pm] |
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hi kids. i dont really know when i last updated so i dunno where to start. i have been very stressed the past few weeks with exams and grades and whatnot. ive had like 5 breakdowns in the last week. its sad. haha. but yeah we had field day on saturday. that was semi fun. then i come home at like 7 surprisingly and started studying for chem like a good girl and then who comes to my door? kevin and sean. god! so much for studying. so i gave in and went out with them for a while. then sunday i studied with jenna for a bit at the library yeah we are cool. actually it was a lot easier. i think im gonna do that more often. then i went to the mall with my sister and sarah to look for snowcoming dresses. i am very excited for snowcoming i must say. even tho like none of my "posse" is going. well except jenna and lindsay (whose bf iam making go) its all good cuz it will be mucho divertido! like every homecoming or w/e i go to is ruined by something gay my date does. but not this year because he is special:) i hafta go to the orthodonist soon. god. i hate driving all the way down there for them to do a five minute check...your good see you in 6 weeks. ok i couldve told myself that. its how it goes. but today i hafta do xrays and molds. i hate the goopy crap for the molds b/c they always use a metal thingy thats too big for my mouth and i like die of suffocating and choking. so iam definately excited for that. i should probably study for chem right now. but yeah i dont feel like it. im only on chapter 5 and i need to get to 11 by tomorrow. haha. well i think studying is a plan. peace.
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[03 Jan 2005|02:56pm] |
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well yeah its crazy thats its 2005. its even weird to type. haha. but school is in like 2 days and i barely did any homework. and im going to cry.
the 31st: i went to lindsays party. fun times. even tho it was like 2 separate parties the while time. lol. we were just chillen and the sophmores were being a little weird so yeah. but it was fun. i tried sushie. it was kinda sick. just the fact that raw fish and seaweed was in my mouth kinda made me gag. but yeah. we had all these crazy hats and glasses and blower thingys and other junk. yeah. it was exciting. then we watched napolean dynamite. it was pretty funny. and then we were being la-fawn-duh. spelled just like that. haha. oh jeez. good times.
the 1st: woke up at 12! yay latest i slept in the whole break.i dont really remember what i did in the morning. haha. prolly just dicked around and played sims 2. then i had work 4-8, but got off at 7. then me and kevin went to the movies. cuz yeah it was our one month but too late to plan anything else. its ok tho cuz it was fun :):)
the 2nd: had work 11-2. came home and was on the phone for 10 hours with someone special. :)<3 lol. sad but true. and that was my day. oh jeez. ahahaha.
today: no work yay! but dentist at 5 :( boo. i hafta do some homework too. haha. schools in like 2 seconds. that really blows. aww and my poor kevin is sick. its so sad. but yeah i hafta pee. so peace.
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[30 Dec 2004|10:06pm] |
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you make me wanna lala! yes thats right. well..today i did nuthing. hah. i wasnt allowed to. i hadta clean and do laundry and do some homework. which sucked. my mom was being mean. long stories. but anyways. i was confused on math. since i wasnt there for 2 lectures. i was trying to wing it but it wasnt working. yeah so i watched tv today as i died in my bed with cramps. i felt like poop. and i was nauseous. i didnt eat all day. as i hadta clean and crap. it was not pretty. yeah well. then practice was from 6-9:30. that was not a blast. we got yelled at for talking a lot. but we werent even loud. i swear. then we got sent into the other gym to work "cuz we are loud and it has to be as perfect as she is." well so we did it with drill and after jenna and michelle were making fun of erin as she pokes her head in to see. all of a sudden i look up and shes there i was like oh no...look at the pretty floor. then michelle was told she sucks at life and should be as perfect as she is. i chuckled. well at least we didnt hafta do 9000000000 drop spins till our arms fell off. yay! bonus! well tomorrow is lindsays b-day party. yay! exciting except i dont know anyone whos going well except of course michelle jenna and tonya. that should be fun. im gonna go watch our band concert lol. peace. happy new years kids!
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[29 Dec 2004|06:43pm] |
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so. how bout that. hmmm tuesday i did nuthin. started cleaning and laundry. then practice at 6-9. oml. not a good day. it was basically all bullshit. like usual. me and tonya we're "confused." and lookin a lil "holey." but yeah. then we hadta do like over 1000 drop spins cuz people dunno how to do them without dropping. um yeah. then we hadta do pushups cuz ppl like to wear rings and chew gum...at least i swallowed mine while they were bitching. jeez common sense ppl. well yeah so now i woke up this morning and my arms hurt!!
on wednesday i woke up at 10:30 cuz my dad woke me up. god! hes like jeez how long did you stay up till 2?...as i was thinking in my head no actually it was 5. then i went to chinese the mall and the movies with tonya. which wasmuch fun.at chinese we were the only ones there and it was really freaky. and tonya randomly likes to unintentionally yell across the whole place that when we are 18 we can buy porn together. lmao. and right after she said that the waitress came to our table too. lol. well yeah and at the movies we like to sit right in front of this really annoying and loud group of people. never see darkness. anyone who reads this. not joking. it is the dumbest beyond dumb movie ever. i still dont understand what it was about. but yeah we were bascially just making fun of it the whole time. and making really loud remarks during the film. haha. welltons of fun. then i came home and did nuthing called kevin. of course. now this is an amusing story. how it happened i dunno. so we end up falling asleep on the phone at like 1. i randomly wake up at like 1:30.. probably from the loud incessant BREATHING coming from the other end. and am like whoa i fell asleep and whoa so did he. *loud breathing* wake up! *breathing continues* wake up!! huh maybe ill try really dumb high pitched noises...nope didnt work either. alright then. so i end up finally hanging up. i felt bad. but yeah i went to bed laughing at this. then i wake up randomly again at like 5:30 (i think i can sense things i dunno) look at my phone half asleep and i have no clue why. and it said he called at 4:30. i was like what? so im debating whether or not to call back cuz i didnt wanna wake him.. but i did. haha it was fun. that was my midnight adventure on the phone. so now im chillen and i hafta clean and do hw today before i do anything. which blows. so i should probably start that now. peace.
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[28 Dec 2004|05:24pm] |
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huh. so i hafta leave in about 20 minutes for practice... thats right they are nazis and we are having practice. but yeah i hafta leave soon and im on here when i stink and i have no clothes to wear. huh. christmas was nice. i got some sweet stuff. my fav my new cell..hehe. and my cd player for my car was kool. but yeah. i got bugged about homework yet again when its tuesday. god! school blows. i think im gonna quit...
yesterday was fun. i had work from 9-3. then i got my car back from installation and at 4 kevin picked me up to go to the m-a-double l.i had loads of fun chicos y chicas. hes so funny. jeez. good times. but yeah we were there for a while. then we went to old navy for a little bit. i got flashbacks. then we went to best buy. where i saw my uncle there...and chad. haha. kinda freaky. but i was disappointed when they didnt have the kelly clarkson cd i wanted...bastards! well its ok i still had a lot of fun with kevin<3. speaking of him where is that lad...havent spoken to him all day...:( w.i.t.h.d.r.a.w.l.
tomorrow iam going shopping with tonya and maybe some other random stuff i dunno. yay! well yeah i gotta go get ready for practice. ugh! peace.
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Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.
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[11 Dec 2004|08:32pm] |
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hmm..its been a long time since i wrote in this. but yeah today i worked 1-7. it sucked i must say. and kevin was supposed to come over, emphasis on supposed. but he disappointed me again. twice within 2 days. hey it happens. damn debate. tomorrow i have work again. boo. 11-3. but then im going shopping with jenna for christmas presents yay. im getting sicker and sicker with each passing day. which is not good. omg i think i work with cheryl tomorrow. iam beyond excited. i really need to start them history chapters. yes that was plural. so i actually do have monday off which is good cuz that means i wont be on probation for nhs, but bad cuz now i gotta do it with no friends cuz jenna likes to ditch people for pizza. god. ill just talk to her lover. christmas break soon! i cant wait. i cant take school no more. well yeah not much to say. peace.
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wow its been forever since i wrote in this thing. i dont really go online anymore. yeah...well school is..tiring. and band is-band. basically behind the speeches the phrase you suck seems to pop up. its ok tho. this year has been fun. sometimes.it'll be sad for mb to be over. then stupid winterguard. i wont even talk about that. i cant seem to make up my mind whether to do it or not...hmmmm...
i have a job now. finally. mickeyDees biatch. i got my first check for last week. your gonna be jealous cuz i got $5.31. ooooo yeahhh. thats like not even enough for a quarter tank of gas lol. but anyways. its ok i guess. im trying to get used to all that crap work. there are some positives though...
i slept for 10 hours today. it felt so good. this is my first day in like 3-weeks of nuthin. except homework and cleaning of course. but no guard. no work, and no school. *sigh* its nice.
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You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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1st:
ap chemistry-Young
2nd:
wind ensamble-Casteel
3rd:
int.math 3-Kelly
4th:
spanish 1-Zellen (dont laugh)
5th:
ap english-greeley (i think i dunno which teacher is which)
6th:
ap history-oconnor
c lunch (which noone has)
grrr. well jenna has my ap classes yay! and i cant believe you have casteel james lol.
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this is going to be an evil entry iam warning you right now. my life sucks. well maybe not my life, just me. wait i dont know what sucks, but something just does! everything bad happens to me. no him not the girl next door. well maybe iam over reacting, but why does it feel like its always me? no seriously. no matter what i do theres always a damn eskimo in my way! UGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dont really even wanna talk about it, i just wanted to express myself...my feelings towards w/e this is towards. i hate school i wanna quit already and it didnt even start. i have no friends. none. and the ones i pretend to have dont like to do stuff with me. no its ok, really. (side note. i watched theres something about mary for the first time and im really glad that she ended up with ted lol)james is poopy. and he needs to learn to stop intruding in my relationships. god. iam not supposed to drive. i will be the girl who forever walks. i dont even wanna talk about that. oh and while im on a roll, iam fat. lol.well anyways. ok i lied i love james. :) he makes me smile. so i dont really care about the other stuff now. iam watching nip tuck. i never seen it. ew i think someones getting butt implants lol. well anyways i think im done im sick of typing.
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BOLD the truth.
ITALICIZE the half truth.
Add 5 of your own at the end.
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with cars.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I drive a truck.
06. I am a libra.
07. I like vodka.
08. I love Degrassi.
09. I can't live without hygenic products.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. I have way too many bikini underwear.
28. I've seen "gone with the wind" at least 45 20 times.
29. I usually dress how I feel that day.
30. I love 'Sex and the City'!
31. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
32. I hate when people are late.
33. I procrastinate.
34. I love winter.
35. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
36. I love to sleep.
37. I wish I were smarter.
38. I'm afraid of flying.
39. I hate drama between friends.
40. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
41. I love my hair.
42. I never fight with my parents.
43. I love the beach.
44. I have never had the chicken pox.
45. I'm excited for the future.
46. I can't control my emotions.
47. I can't wait till New Year's.
48. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
49. I love my friends.
50. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
51. I can be very insecure sometimes.
52. I have never broken a bone.
53. I hate my computer.
54. I love guys that play the guitar.
55. I state the obvious.
56. I'm a happy person.
57. I love to dance.
58. I enjoy cleaning my room.
59. I tend to get jealous very easily.
60. I love black underwear.
61. I like John Mayer.
62. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
63. I want to go to Greece.
64. i dont't like to study for tests.
65. I belive in God.
66. I am too forgiving.
67. I have a horrible sense of direction.
68. I love(d) high school.
69. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
70. I'm a momma's boy.
71. I love kisses on the forehead.
72. I love the color pink.
73. I love to sew.
74. I have green(ish) eyes.
75. I think the Olsen Twins are hot.
76. I played soccer for 14 years.
77. I become stressed easily.
78. I hate liars.
79. I like comfy sweatpants.
80. Anna Kournikove is my dream girl.
81. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained
82. I love my family.
83. I hate needles.
84. I am a perfectionist.
85. always wanted to learn to play the drums.
86. I would love to have my own fashion line.
87. I can be quite selfish.
88. I still act like a little kid.
89. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
90. I love pictures.
91. I love music.
92. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
93. I love getting stuff in the mail.
94. I have problems letting go of people.
95. I hate the feeling of being alone.
96. I fear rejection.
97. I'm addicted to starbucks.
98. I spin in my computer chair.
99. I'm afraid of commitment.
100. I have a big forehead.
101. I love writing letters.
102. I have a sibling.
103. I plan on marrying rich.
104. I am secretly an FBI secret agent.
105. I like Abercrombie & Fitch.
106. My favorite color combination is pink & green.
107. My greatest and worst attribute is my brutal honesty.
108. I can totally compare my life with that of Holden Caufeild.
109. I tell things like they are; no sugar coating.
110. I'm completely obsessed with Lord of the Rings.
111. My favorite color is blue.
112. I love to write.
113. I love to read.
114. I'm hopelessly in love with Orlando Bloom
115. I talk to myself.
116. I am a hopeless romantic.
117. I hate ketchup with a passion.
118. Sometimes I name inanimate objects.
119. I have the greatest dogs in the world.
120. I fall asleep all the time.
121. i am obsessed with incense.
122. i would kill to be a flapper.
123. i wish i were my best friend.
124. i live by Frank Sinatra.
125. i read cheap romance novels from the early '20s.
126. Without music, there is nothing.
127. I wish i lived in the 60's.
128. I want nothing more than to travel and experience on my own.
129. i love nicole richie
130. i wish i were at the cottage
131. i love chocolate
132. im on the verge of becoming a vegetarian
133. I have an addiction, but its not to cigarettes or drugs
134. Radiohead is my favorite band.
135. I idolize someone I dont even know
136. Without my cell phone, id be lost
137. I disagree with people for the sake of the argument
138. I can not live without my IPod.
139. I can not wait to escape the clutches of my parents and go away to college.
140. I alphabetize my cd collection.
141. I love to read late at night when i come home at 2 am.
142. I'm a zebra print-aholic.
143. I drink at least one cup of chai tea a day.
144. I adore Ashlee Simpson.
145. I wish i could maintain happiness, or any feeling.
146. I'm too in love for my own good
147. i wish i could change the way i handle things
148. i regret many things ive said and done in the past
149. i miss the way things used to be...
150. i wish i got along better w/my brother
151. i could kill for a back massage right now
152. Feet gross me out.
153. Yay hooray for journals!
154. I love hanging out at the library.
155. Napoleon Dynamite is one of my favorite movies.
156. Boys confuse me.
157. I wish i could fly
158. I love accessories more than clothes
159. I want to go see a psychic
160. I HATE when people call me dumb.
161. I can't stand when people try too hard.
162. I like to have some time to myself
163. I would love to have my own car
164.I miss the old school Nickelodeon shows
165. I hate waking up to my alarm in the morning
166. I love Clay Aiken!
167. I want to be noticed.
168. I want to be loved.
169. I want a boy.
170. I hate people to try to tell me how to live my life.
171. I want to make my own mistakes.
172. My mother is a psycho.
173. I want to live in New York City.
174. I would kill to be on Broadway.
175. I have the best friends in the world!
176. I can turn to my friends for anything.
177. I get bored easily.
178. Iam obsessed with Disney Princess
179. I have a nice hiney.
180. I wish I has a screaming room.
181. I think Orange chicken is the bomb
182. I have a Boy toy
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