in DREAMs you lose your HEARTACHES

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 00:43:43 GMT

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Everything
Special Talents Are	Everything (Multi-talented)

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Sun, 13 Feb 2005 14:57:03 GMT

hi kids.
hmmm. iam eating a bagel with cream cheese. janice would be jealous. haha. alliteration. jenna would be jubilant. :) but yeah these past few weeks..wait no... year has been crazy. haha. break this week thank god! lets see
friday: work then kevins house :)
saturday: bottle drive then kevins house :)
today: shopping with jenna and barbara for our significant others then work boo then somehow see kevin to give him a big hug!! i love you, be happy.
monday: all day kevin-a-thon. :):):):)
thats all i know for sure. iam tired. zzZZZzZZZzzz. i need to chill with amigos. i think i was gonna yesterday but i didnt really feel wanted so i didnt even bother. it happens. but yeah lalala. im excited just to friggin sleep this week ya know. its nice. but this morning i woke upkinda early cuz somehow i slammed my head into the wall in my sleep. lmao. it hurt. and i woke up. who does that? but anyways valentines day is tomorrow!!! yay! well i think im going to release my urine. adios.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 15:48:34 GMT

hola chicos y chicas.
yesterday i had solo ensemble at 8 in the morning. i drove kevin there even tho his wasnt until 1:40 but he came for moral support. and it worked cuz we got a one. it was the most horriblest thing ever. i swear. everything that could possibly go wrong, did. not joking. but enough about that. congrats to everyone who did well. so yeah then i got home at like 11 (cuz yeah we didnt even perform till 9:30 when we were scheduled for 8) and then at 2 i had hair and nails. didnt get home til 4:30 had to be at kevins at 5 for pictures. got ready reallly fast. we, as in band kids of course, went to andiamos for dinner. it was fun. brian is so funny. with his bad ass veil and baseball hat. i just found out thats his real name haha. omg snowcoming was so fun. i wanna go again. that was seriously the best dance ive been to. and nuthing got stolen yay! haha thats a bonus. and i love kevin!! so much. then after we chilled at hammock's (im guessing thats how you spell it) house. kevin drove me home at 1 and wabam! i collapsed in my bed. in all a very successful day. i wanna get my ear pierced today but of course they wont pay for mine. anyways. im out. peace.

omg FETUS!

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 15:30:20 GMT

I adopted a cute lil' batman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

zero grams of trans fat

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 23:15:00 GMT

today sucked. it like blizzard..ed. all day. and no competition. which i actually kinda wanted to go to. its not like i have anything else to do. and they are always semi-fun. plus my parents wouldnt let me go anywhere cuz of the snow. and yeah kevin went to work so yeah i was bored the whole day. i started reading harry potter numeral cuatro. but i fell asleep till like 5:30. and yeah here iam bored again. and i cant find my kelly clarkson cd and im very upset. i thought it was in my car but it wasnt there. it might be in my horrid looking twister swept through room. haha. its a possibility. so im tryin to convince my dad to take us to florida this year. cuz we havent gone since i was in 4th grade. and i wanna gooo! and hes like well we hafta wait till school gets out. im like we can go in june! hes like yeah we could. and i guess it just so happens kevin is going around the same time...i mean thats not like a major factor of why im trying to get him to go in june..oh definately not. but anyways...lalalala. i dont work till wednesday..again! *yawn* i need to history tonight. haha. try to get a 70 so i dont hafta do the dumb shit. well im out. peace.

i wanna bathe with you in the TUB.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:32:04 GMT

this week was exams. and your lucky i havent killed myself yet. my half days were fun tho. um wednesday i went to eat and the movies with kevin <3. then went to work boo. on thursday i went out with tonya to the mall and tb. then practice boo again. which i think we've all grown a strong hatred towards ummm ppl... then today i went out with kevin and jenna to eat and then the mall where we met up with joe randomly as he rolls his way towards us. lol. i look up and see some rretarded kid rolling on the ground towards us, and oh its joe. lol. but yeah. that was fun me and jenna had orgasms at brookstone as joe looked at us like we were stupid. haha. but who cares? it massages your booty! but yeah snowcoming is soon yay! im excited. i found out im allergic to shellfish today. i had some of kevins shrimp. and i broke out in like weird splotchy redness all over my face and neck. yeah so i got home and my moms like what the hell is that. and i was like uhhh i dunno. and we came to the conclusion im allergic to shellfish. and shes like you know people allergic to that have died from eating shrimp because their airway closes and they suffocate. then my dad was like well good thing you didnt eat a lot. hah yeah so i could be dead right now god! thanks a lot kevin...mr its good i swear just try it (shoves nasty shrimp in my face) i love you too. but yeah ive missed like everything tonight. i was gonna go to hannas party thing with kevin but i had a dentist appt. then i was gonna go to michelles party but oh wait i have work 8-11. god. dumb mcdonalds. i like dont even get scheduled anymore either. except for my awesome 6 hours a week. grrrr. well yeah im gonna go do something. peace.

its like im not me.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:07:53 GMT

hi kids. i dont really know when i last updated so i dunno where to start. i have been very stressed the past few weeks with exams and grades and whatnot. ive had like 5 breakdowns in the last week. its sad. haha. but yeah we had field day on saturday. that was semi fun. then i come home at like 7 surprisingly and started studying for chem like a good girl and then who comes to my door? kevin and sean. god! so much for studying. so i gave in and went out with them for a while. then sunday i studied with jenna for a bit at the library yeah we are cool. actually it was a lot easier. i think im gonna do that more often. then i went to the mall with my sister and sarah to look for snowcoming dresses. i am very excited for snowcoming i must say. even tho like none of my "posse" is going. well except jenna and lindsay (whose bf iam making go) its all good cuz it will be mucho divertido! like every homecoming or w/e i go to is ruined by something gay my date does. but not this year because he is special:) i hafta go to the orthodonist soon. god. i hate driving all the way down there for them to do a five minute check...your good see you in 6 weeks. ok i couldve told myself that. its how it goes. but today i hafta do xrays and molds. i hate the goopy crap for the molds b/c they always use a metal thingy thats too big for my mouth and i like die of suffocating and choking. so iam definately excited for that. i should probably study for chem right now. but yeah i dont feel like it. im only on chapter 5 and i need to get to 11 by tomorrow. haha. well i think studying is a plan. peace.

Me gusta.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:29:26 GMT

well yeah its crazy thats its 2005. its even weird to type. haha. but school is in like 2 days and i barely did any homework. and im going to cry.
the 31st: i went to lindsays party. fun times. even tho it was like 2 separate parties the while time. lol. we were just chillen and the sophmores were being a little weird so yeah. but it was fun. i tried sushie. it was kinda sick. just the fact that raw fish and seaweed was in my mouth kinda made me gag. but yeah. we had all these crazy hats and glasses and blower thingys and other junk. yeah. it was exciting. then we watched napolean dynamite. it was pretty funny. and then we were being la-fawn-duh. spelled just like that. haha. oh jeez. good times.
the 1st: woke up at 12! yay latest i slept in the whole break.i dont really remember what i did in the morning. haha. prolly just dicked around and played sims 2. then i had work 4-8, but got off at 7. then me and kevin went to the movies. cuz yeah it was our one month but too late to plan anything else. its ok tho cuz it was fun :):)
the 2nd: had work 11-2. came home and was on the phone for 10 hours with someone special. :)<3 lol. sad but true. and that was my day. oh jeez. ahahaha.
today: no work yay! but dentist at 5 :( boo. i hafta do some homework too. haha. schools in like 2 seconds. that really blows. aww and my poor kevin is sick. its so sad. but yeah i hafta pee. so peace.

i like twinkies.

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 03:16:26 GMT

you make me wanna lala! yes thats right. well..today i did nuthing. hah. i wasnt allowed to. i hadta clean and do laundry and do some homework. which sucked. my mom was being mean. long stories. but anyways. i was confused on math. since i wasnt there for 2 lectures. i was trying to wing it but it wasnt working. yeah so i watched tv today as i died in my bed with cramps. i felt like poop. and i was nauseous. i didnt eat all day. as i hadta clean and crap. it was not pretty. yeah well. then practice was from 6-9:30. that was not a blast. we got yelled at for talking a lot. but we werent even loud. i swear. then we got sent into the other gym to work "cuz we are loud and it has to be as perfect as she is." well so we did it with drill and after jenna and michelle were making fun of erin as she pokes her head in to see. all of a sudden i look up and shes there i was like oh no...look at the pretty floor. then michelle was told she sucks at life and should be as perfect as she is. i chuckled. well at least we didnt hafta do 9000000000 drop spins till our arms fell off. yay! bonus! well tomorrow is lindsays b-day party. yay! exciting except i dont know anyone whos going well except of course michelle jenna and tonya. that should be fun. im gonna go watch our band concert lol. peace. happy new years kids!

my arms hurt.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 23:54:29 GMT

so. how bout that. hmmm tuesday i did nuthin. started cleaning and laundry. then practice at 6-9. oml. not a good day. it was basically all bullshit. like usual. me and tonya we're "confused." and lookin a lil "holey." but yeah. then we hadta do like over 1000 drop spins cuz people dunno how to do them without dropping. um yeah. then we hadta do pushups cuz ppl like to wear rings and chew gum...at least i swallowed mine while they were bitching. jeez common sense ppl. well yeah so now i woke up this morning and my arms hurt!!
on wednesday i woke up at 10:30 cuz my dad woke me up. god! hes like jeez how long did you stay up till 2?...as i was thinking in my head no actually it was 5. then i went to chinese the mall and the movies with tonya. which wasmuch fun.at chinese we were the only ones there and it was really freaky. and tonya randomly likes to unintentionally yell across the whole place that when we are 18 we can buy porn together. lmao. and right after she said that the waitress came to our table too. lol. well yeah and at the movies we like to sit right in front of this really annoying and loud group of people. never see darkness. anyone who reads this. not joking. it is the dumbest beyond dumb movie ever. i still dont understand what it was about. but yeah we were bascially just making fun of it the whole time. and making really loud remarks during the film. haha. welltons of fun. then i came home and did nuthing called kevin. of course. now this is an amusing story. how it happened i dunno. so we end up falling asleep on the phone at like 1. i randomly wake up at like 1:30.. probably from the loud incessant BREATHING coming from the other end. and am like whoa i fell asleep and whoa so did he. *loud breathing* wake up! *breathing continues* wake up!! huh maybe ill try really dumb high pitched noises...nope didnt work either. alright then. so i end up finally hanging up. i felt bad. but yeah i went to bed laughing at this. then i wake up randomly again at like 5:30 (i think i can sense things i dunno) look at my phone half asleep and i have no clue why. and it said he called at 4:30. i was like what? so im debating whether or not to call back cuz i didnt wanna wake him.. but i did. haha it was fun. that was my midnight adventure on the phone. so now im chillen and i hafta clean and do hw today before i do anything. which blows. so i should probably start that now. peace.

how bout that..

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 22:33:46 GMT

huh. so i hafta leave in about 20 minutes for practice... thats right they are nazis and we are having practice. but yeah i hafta leave soon and im on here when i stink and i have no clothes to wear. huh. christmas was nice. i got some sweet stuff. my fav my new cell..hehe. and my cd player for my car was kool. but yeah. i got bugged about homework yet again when its tuesday. god! school blows. i think im gonna quit...
yesterday was fun. i had work from 9-3. then i got my car back from installation and at 4 kevin picked me up to go to the m-a-double l.i had loads of fun chicos y chicas. hes so funny. jeez. good times. but yeah we were there for a while. then we went to old navy for a little bit. i got flashbacks. then we went to best buy. where i saw my uncle there...and chad. haha. kinda freaky. but i was disappointed when they didnt have the kelly clarkson cd i wanted...bastards! well its ok i still had a lot of fun with kevin<3. speaking of him where is that lad...havent spoken to him all day...:( w.i.t.h.d.r.a.w.l.
tomorrow iam going shopping with tonya and maybe some other random stuff i dunno. yay! well yeah i gotta go get ready for practice. ugh! peace.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 20:36:12 GMT

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	hair
best personality trait:	caring
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	yes!
when will you get married?	February 20, 2010
your kiss is:	passionate
People date you because:	you're everything they want in a girl/guy

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Mon, 13 Dec 2004 20:04:02 GMT

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

its chilly.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:49:20 GMT

hmm..its been a long time since i wrote in this. but yeah today i worked 1-7. it sucked i must say. and kevin was supposed to come over, emphasis on supposed. but he disappointed me again. twice within 2 days. hey it happens. damn debate. tomorrow i have work again. boo. 11-3. but then im going shopping with jenna for christmas presents yay. im getting sicker and sicker with each passing day. which is not good. omg i think i work with cheryl tomorrow. iam beyond excited. i really need to start them history chapters. yes that was plural. so i actually do have monday off which is good cuz that means i wont be on probation for nhs, but bad cuz now i gotta do it with no friends cuz jenna likes to ditch people for pizza. god. ill just talk to her lover. christmas break soon! i cant wait. i cant take school no more. well yeah not much to say. peace.

i laugh

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 00:25:13 GMT

This one time in band class... by rantnrave360
Name
Birthday
Your instrument:	Flute
What your director thinks of you:	You are sent from heaven
What your band thinks of you:	You should commit suicide
You are best known for:	getting a black eye from your own rifle
You are chair number:	7
Random DHS band happening/quote	"My doctor says dark places are good for my migranes"

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Sat, 09 Oct 2004 12:48:06 GMT

wow its been forever since i wrote in this thing. i dont really go online anymore. yeah...well school is..tiring. and band is-band. basically behind the speeches the phrase you suck seems to pop up. its ok tho. this year has been fun. sometimes.it'll be sad for mb to be over. then stupid winterguard. i wont even talk about that. i cant seem to make up my mind whether to do it or not...hmmmm...
i have a job now. finally. mickeyDees biatch. i got my first check for last week. your gonna be jealous cuz i got $5.31. ooooo yeahhh. thats like not even enough for a quarter tank of gas lol. but anyways. its ok i guess. im trying to get used to all that crap work. there are some positives though...
i slept for 10 hours today. it felt so good. this is my first day in like 3-weeks of nuthin. except homework and cleaning of course. but no guard. no work, and no school. *sigh* its nice.

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 12:38:55 GMT

You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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gay schedule

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 14:35:19 GMT

1st:
ap chemistry-Young
2nd:
wind ensamble-Casteel
3rd:
int.math 3-Kelly
4th:
spanish 1-Zellen (dont laugh)
5th:
ap english-greeley (i think i dunno which teacher is which)
6th:
ap history-oconnor

c lunch (which noone has)

grrr. well jenna has my ap classes yay! and i cant believe you have casteel james lol.

i hate you.

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 02:10:13 GMT

this is going to be an evil entry iam warning you right now. my life sucks. well maybe not my life, just me. wait i dont know what sucks, but something just does! everything bad happens to me. no him not the girl next door. well maybe iam over reacting, but why does it feel like its always me? no seriously. no matter what i do theres always a damn eskimo in my way! UGHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dont really even wanna talk about it, i just wanted to express myself...my feelings towards w/e this is towards. i hate school i wanna quit already and it didnt even start. i have no friends. none. and the ones i pretend to have dont like to do stuff with me. no its ok, really. (side note. i watched theres something about mary for the first time and im really glad that she ended up with ted lol)james is poopy. and he needs to learn to stop intruding in my relationships. god. iam not supposed to drive. i will be the girl who forever walks. i dont even wanna talk about that. oh and while im on a roll, iam fat. lol.well anyways. ok i lied i love james. :) he makes me smile. so i dont really care about the other stuff now. iam watching nip tuck. i never seen it. ew i think someones getting butt implants lol. well anyways i think im done im sick of typing.

i was BORED AGAIN

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:09:15 GMT

BOLD the truth.
ITALICIZE the half truth.
Add 5 of your own at the end.

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with cars.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I drive a truck.
06. I am a libra.
07. I like vodka.
08. I love Degrassi.
09. I can't live without hygenic products.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. I have way too many bikini underwear.
28. I've seen "gone with the wind" at least 45 20 times.
29. I usually dress how I feel that day.
30. I love 'Sex and the City'!
31. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
32. I hate when people are late.
33. I procrastinate.
34. I love winter.
35. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
36. I love to sleep.
37. I wish I were smarter.
38. I'm afraid of flying.
39. I hate drama between friends.
40. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
41. I love my hair.
42. I never fight with my parents.
43. I love the beach.
44. I have never had the chicken pox.
45. I'm excited for the future.
46. I can't control my emotions.
47. I can't wait till New Year's.
48. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
49. I love my friends.
50. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
51. I can be very insecure sometimes.
52. I have never broken a bone.
53. I hate my computer.
54. I love guys that play the guitar.
55. I state the obvious.
56. I'm a happy person.
57. I love to dance.
58. I enjoy cleaning my room.
59. I tend to get jealous very easily.
60. I love black underwear.
61. I like John Mayer.
62. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
63. I want to go to Greece.
64. i dont't like to study for tests.
65. I belive in God.
66. I am too forgiving.
67. I have a horrible sense of direction.
68. I love(d) high school.
69. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things.
70. I'm a momma's boy.
71. I love kisses on the forehead.
72. I love the color pink.
73. I love to sew.
74. I have green(ish) eyes.
75. I think the Olsen Twins are hot.
76. I played soccer for 14 years.
77. I become stressed easily.
78. I hate liars.
79. I like comfy sweatpants.
80. Anna Kournikove is my dream girl.
81. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained
82. I love my family.
83. I hate needles.
84. I am a perfectionist.
85. always wanted to learn to play the drums.
86. I would love to have my own fashion line.
87. I can be quite selfish.
88. I still act like a little kid.
89. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
90. I love pictures.
91. I love music.
92. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
93. I love getting stuff in the mail.
94. I have problems letting go of people.
95. I hate the feeling of being alone.
96. I fear rejection.
97. I'm addicted to starbucks.
98. I spin in my computer chair.
99. I'm afraid of commitment.
100. I have a big forehead.
101. I love writing letters.
102. I have a sibling.
103. I plan on marrying rich.
104. I am secretly an FBI secret agent.
105. I like Abercrombie & Fitch.
106. My favorite color combination is pink & green.
107. My greatest and worst attribute is my brutal honesty.
108. I can totally compare my life with that of Holden Caufeild.
109. I tell things like they are; no sugar coating.
110. I'm completely obsessed with Lord of the Rings.
111. My favorite color is blue.
112. I love to write.
113. I love to read.
114. I'm hopelessly in love with Orlando Bloom
115. I talk to myself.
116. I am a hopeless romantic.
117. I hate ketchup with a passion.
118. Sometimes I name inanimate objects.
119. I have the greatest dogs in the world.
120. I fall asleep all the time.
121. i am obsessed with incense.
122. i would kill to be a flapper.
123. i wish i were my best friend.
124. i live by Frank Sinatra.
125. i read cheap romance novels from the early '20s.
126. Without music, there is nothing.
127. I wish i lived in the 60's.
128. I want nothing more than to travel and experience on my own.
129. i love nicole richie
130. i wish i were at the cottage
131. i love chocolate
132. im on the verge of becoming a vegetarian
133. I have an addiction, but its not to cigarettes or drugs
134. Radiohead is my favorite band.
135. I idolize someone I dont even know
136. Without my cell phone, id be lost
137. I disagree with people for the sake of the argument
138. I can not live without my IPod.
139. I can not wait to escape the clutches of my parents and go away to college.
140. I alphabetize my cd collection.
141. I love to read late at night when i come home at 2 am.
142. I'm a zebra print-aholic.
143. I drink at least one cup of chai tea a day.
144. I adore Ashlee Simpson.
145. I wish i could maintain happiness, or any feeling.
146. I'm too in love for my own good
147. i wish i could change the way i handle things
148. i regret many things ive said and done in the past
149. i miss the way things used to be...
150. i wish i got along better w/my brother
151. i could kill for a back massage right now
152. Feet gross me out.
153. Yay hooray for journals!
154. I love hanging out at the library.
155. Napoleon Dynamite is one of my favorite movies.
156. Boys confuse me.
157. I wish i could fly
158. I love accessories more than clothes
159. I want to go see a psychic
160. I HATE when people call me dumb.
161. I can't stand when people try too hard.
162. I like to have some time to myself
163. I would love to have my own car
164.I miss the old school Nickelodeon shows
165. I hate waking up to my alarm in the morning
166. I love Clay Aiken!
167. I want to be noticed.
168. I want to be loved.
169. I want a boy.
170. I hate people to try to tell me how to live my life.
171. I want to make my own mistakes.
172. My mother is a psycho.
173. I want to live in New York City.
174. I would kill to be on Broadway.
175. I have the best friends in the world!
176. I can turn to my friends for anything.
177. I get bored easily.
178. Iam obsessed with Disney Princess
179. I have a nice hiney.
180. I wish I has a screaming room.
181. I think Orange chicken is the bomb
182. I have a Boy toy

sweet

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 15:58:16 GMT

i stole this from julies journal hah. it was funny. well i laughed.

You know your a 90's kid if....
(Bold all the ones that apply to you)

1. YOU'VE EVER ENDED A SENTENCE WITH THE WORD PYSCH!
2. YOU WATCHED THE POUND PUPPIES
3. YOU CAN SING THE RAP TO THE FRESH PRINCE OF BEL AIR. (um duh i still sing it.)
4. YOU WORE BIKER SHORTS UNDER YOUR SKIRTS AND FELT STYLISH (correction..i WAS stylish)
5. YOU YEARNED TO BE A MEMBER OF THE BABY-SITTERS CLUB AND TRIED TO START A CLUB OF YOUR OWN.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.

8. TWO WORDS: M.C. HAMMER CANT TOUCH THIS BEBBEH.
9. IF YOU EVER WATCHED FRAGGLE ROCK
10. YOU HAD PLASTIC STREAMERS ON YOUR HANDLE BARS ( haha on like 3 different bikes)
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales." almost
12. YOU REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS ACTUALLY WORTH GETTING UP EARLY ON SATURDAY TO WATCH CARTOONS (yeah no shit they suck now)
13. YOU WORE A PONYTAIL ON THE SIDE OF YOUR HEAD. (i gots the pics to prove it)
14. YOU SAW THE ORIGINAL TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES ON THE BIG SCREEN (it was scary..well i thought it was)
15. YOU GOT SUPER EXCITED WHEN IT WAS OREGON TRAIL DAY IN CAOMPUTER CLASS IN SCHOOL ( i love that game)
16. YOU PLAYED THE GAME MASH
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. GEAR (LIGHT UP ONES)
19. YOU WANTED TO CHANGE YOUR NAME TO JEM IN KINDERGARDEN (duh? look at the journal)
20. YOU REMEMBER READING TAILS OF A FOURTH GRADE NOTHING AND ALL THE RAMONA BOOKS. (best books ever ...ramona the pest)
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF
22. YOU WANTED TO BE A GOONIE (good movie)
23. YOU EVER WORE FLOURESCENT CLOTHING ( yeah purple spandex shorts with yellow sock a pink shirt and blue scrunchi wahoo)
24. YOU CAN REMEMBER WHAT MICHAEL JACKSON LOOKED LIKE BEFORE HIS NOSE FELL OFF (alot better than what he looks like now)
25. YOU HAVE PONDERED WHY SMURFETTE WAS THE ONLY FEMALE SMURF (thats true GOD! sexist pigs)
26. YOU TOOK PLASTIC CARTOON LUNCH BOXES TO SCHOOL (i had a lot of them in elementary like aladdin..it was purple and pink. haha)
27. YOU REMEMBER THE CRAZE, THEN THE BANNING OF SLAP BRACELETS ( yeah pre bondage for pre-teens lol)
28. YOU STILL GET THE URGE TO SAY NOT! AFTER (almost) EVERY SENTENCE...AT TIMES..
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.( no but jem and the holograms are sweet)
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. YOU THOUGHT YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WOULD NEVER LEAVE BECAUSE YOU EXCHANGED FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS
33. YOU OWNED A PAIR OF JELLY SANDLES (yeah i had a lot)
34. AFTER YOU SAW PEE WEES BIG ADVENTURE YOU KEPT SAYING I KNOW YOU ARE BUT WHAT AM I?
35. YOU REMEMBER IVE FALLEN AND I CANT GET UP!
36. YOU REMEMBER GOING TO THE SKATING RINK BEFORE THERE WERE INLINE SKATES.
37. YOU EVER GOT SERIOUSLY INJURED ON A SLIP N SLIDE. (it hurts to get a plastic burn on it)
38. YOU HAVE EVER PLAYED WITH A SKIP-IT ( i still have one)
39. YOU HAD OR ATTENDED A B-DAY PARTY AT MCDONALDS.
41. You remember Popples.
42."DONT WORRY,BE HAPPY." ( full house is the best show ever)
43. YOU WORE SOCKS OVER TIGHTS
44. YOU WORE SOCKS SCRUNCHED DOWN
45. "MISS MARY MACK MACK MACK, ALL DRESSED IN BLACK BLACK BLACK" (with silver buttons buttons buttons all down her back back back)
46. YOU REMEMBER BOOM BOXES V.S CD PLAYERS
47. YOU REMEMBER WATHCING GREMLINS. ( they are kinda cute/scary)
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. YOU REMEMBER WATCHING RAINBOW BRIGHT AND MY LITTLE PONIES.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. YOU REMEMBER ALF, THE LIL BROWN FURRY ALIEN FROM MELMAC
52. YOU REMEMBER NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK WHEN THEY WERE COOL 53. YOU KNEW ALL THE CHARACTERS NAMES AND THEIR LIFE STORIES ON SAVED BY THE BELL
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME"
55. YOU PLAYED AND OR COLLECTED POGS
56. YOU USED TO PRETEND YOU COULD TRANSFORM INTO A POWER RANGER. (the pink one rocks!)

You make me wanna LALA biatch

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 17:21:23 GMT

Hey kids. i finally did my journal. YAY! yeah Jem wahoo. well today is tonyas road test and tomorrows mine. good luck to both of us haha. we are shitting our pants. no really though. my eye is itching me. GOD! well yeah i really have nothing to talk about. except im hungry and tomorrow im getting my license...hopefully. haha i hear its easy. but i have bad luck so i wouldnt be surprised if i fail. hahaha. anyways. im gonna get some lunch. and maybe do some homework.

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 13:29:27 GMT

ugh this all erased so now i gotta write everything again. GOD! so for the second time..band camp was fun...kinda. there were lots of stories and good times but i dont remember them all. and all i know is it was fun but i was glad to get the hell outta there. at the end people were biting heads off. damn like on wednesday people were biting heads off. anyways. chinese was yummy. orange chicken. but as a word of warning dont go into a chinese restaurant and yell "chink!" off the top of your lungs. it just doesnt end well.so yeah then the next day we had a parade. and it sucked. rain poured. cuz they were like yeah dakota band and the clouds opened and there was rain.and horse shitted on flags were a flying and it was wonderful. but we had corn dogs and cheese fries and chocolate dipped bananas in sprinkles. MMMmMMM. and yes it did resemble a penis. also these black kids hit on me and tonya. but it wasnt hey i think your hot. oh no..it was he wanna holla at chu. lmao. good times. but yeah we werent ready for that parade. oh well its done.

thursday is my road test and im shitting my pants. just my luck ill fail as everyone else passes. but if laura can pass i can. lmao. no offense i love you.yeah so my mom thinks im gonna fail cuz "i havent driven enough this summer." well i cant be a parental guardian to myself and drive. so yeah. i just cant wait to get it over with. and be done with all this dumb shit. and after i get my license i need to go job hunting.

next week is cougar day and the week after that is school. *cries* i didnt even finish chem work let alone the block work hahaha. i laugh. i should prolly start that today. at the end of last year i was like yup im gonna start this now and get it done so i dont procrastinate and do it all a week before school and what am i doing now? yeah thats what i thought. this year is gonna suck. i know it, i can feel it.

i need to start excersizing again so i can lose weight before homecoming. its possible but with my procrastination self i dunno anymore. people keep saying how i lost weight and im like uh are you on drugs? i have about 15 more till i hit almost my goal. well ya mon.

yesterday i saw the village. it was really dumb. i was very disapointed. noone go see it..ever. we were supposed to go with josh and kristin but yeah they came late and didnt find us. oh well. its odd spelling my name like that. yawn. i got up too early this morning. well im gonna go do some homework..well prolly not but ill try.

i should go unpack still. hah. well i started but yeah.

back.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 23:40:22 GMT

SECTION 1: ABOUT YOURSELF
+ Known as: kristen
+ Gender: female
+ Lives in: Michigan
+ Birthday: november 2
+ Shoe size: 7.5 or 8
+ Hair color: brown and highlights
+ Eye color: brown
+ Style: whatever i feel like
+ Fears: needles dark rape death

SECTION 2: HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Fallen off the bed? yes
+ Fallen for a relative? hahaha um no
+ Broke someone's heart? probably
+ Had your heart broken? ya mon
+ Had a dream come true? sure
+ Done something you regret? of course
+ Cheated on a test? yeah

SECTION 3: CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? hahaha my music disney days t-shirt and my guard shorts
+ Listening to? my sister play the piano
+ Reading? well i started the fourth harry potter
+ Located? computer room
+ Chatting with? mike and jenna
+ Watching? nothing
+ Should REALLY be doing? unpacking

SECTION 4: DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? yes
+ Like anybody? yes
+ Have any piercings? yes
+ Drive? getting my license on thursday
+ Believe in Santa Claus? no
+ Drink? nope
+ Got a cell phone? yes
+ Got a pager? no

SECTION 5: FRIENDS...
+ Who is your best? mostly my guard friends. tonya laura lindsay michelle. oh theres others tho.
+ Who do you hate? people.
+ Who is the shyest? um lindsay is too shy to talk to the kid she likes lol.
+ Who is the most talkative? natasha and laura
+ Who is the cutest? lindsay
+ Who laughs the most? laura she is a dork
+ Who have you known the longest? lisa and rachel
+ Who have you known the shortest? Chris
+ Who do you miss the most? my sterling friends
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? james and tonya mostly.
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? yeah
+ Do you trust your friends? sometimes
+ Are you a good friend? i would think so
+ Can you keep a secret? most definately

SECTION 6: THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? michelle o'hara
+ Kissed? james
+ IMed? jenna
+ Talked to on the phone? my mom
+ Yelled at? i think tonya lol
+ Fell in love with? james duh?

SECTION 7: PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? dunno
+ Best day: ummm no idea.
+ Worst Day: umm i dont remember
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? yeah
+ What are you most scared of? death
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? my day,the next days agenda, drama,anything that happened, stuff im nervous about.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?not from death
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? like once.
+ Love your family? yeah
+ Love your friends? yeah

SECTION 8: FAVORITE...
+ Movies: oh shit. classics-dumb and dumber, tommy boy, breakfast club, ferris bullers day off. disney movies hehe. i cant pick them all i love movies.
+ Song: right now songs from avril... and ashlee is pretty good. i havent listened to music lately.
+Group: i dunno
+ Singers: avril
+ Store: um charlotte russe, disney store silly! clares
+ Relative: my grandpa
+ Sport: guard! duh?
+ Ice Cream Flavor:cookie dough
+ Fruit: strawberries and watermelon
+ Candy: sour gummis.gummi bears.
+ Day of the Week: Saturday
+ Time: evening
+ Color: blue
+ Name for a Girl: kailey
+ Name for a Boy: not sure yet
+ Favorite spot for a date: i dunno movies i guess. theres nuthin really cool around here.

SECTION 9: DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? yes
+ Like to give kisses? yes
+ Like to walk in the rain? yes
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Like someone? yes
+ Sleep on your side? every night
+ Think you're attractive? not really
+ Have a goldfish? no
+ Ever have the falling dream? yes!
+ Have stuffed animals? yeah

SECTION 10: THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? tongue
+ Single or taken? taken
+ MTV or BET? MTV
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th heaven
+ Sugar or salt? salt
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? color
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
+ Hot or cold? neither
+ Sun or moon? moons are pretty at night
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? fall
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger King? McDonald's
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian. i never had real mexican food only tb lol.
+ Lights on or off? off
+ Candy or soda? soda
+ Pepsi or Coke? pepsi

holy shit tomorrow is august!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 23:25:58 GMT

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

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